hii, my name is anna, i'm 19 years old and i'm probably a little more shy than i'd like to admit hehe :3 i'm the kind of girl who gets embarrassed over the smallest things. sometimes even a simple compliment can make me blush and forget what i wanted to say >.< at first i might seem a little quiet, but once i get comfortable with someone, i become much more playful and talkative. i love silly jokes, unexpected compliments, late-night conversations and those little moments that make an ordinary day feel special. sometimes i can be a bit of an overthinker. i'll remember something embarrassing i said three days ago and randomly start worrying about it again haha. but i also have a curious side. i love discovering new things, asking random questions and learning about people. i'm still figuring out who i am and what i want from life, but i think that's part of being 19. i guess i'm just anna, a slightly awkward girl with a big imagination and a soft heart ^_^

okay, but i still believe that dreams can come true if u don't give up on them :3 i'm 19, so i know i have a lot of time ahead of me, but sometimes i wish i could take a tiny peek into my future. i dream about traveling somewhere far away, seeing the ocean for the first time in a new country and getting lost in beautiful little streets. i'd love to have a cozy apartment with fairy lights, a big soft bed, books everywhere and a kitchen that always smells like fresh cookies hehe. but more than anything, i want a life where i don't have to pretend to be someone else. i want to feel loved, understood and proud of the person i've become. sometimes the future scares me because there are so many choices and i don't know which ones are right. but maybe that's what makes life exciting? i hope that one day i'll look back at 19-year-old anna and tell her that everything turned out even better than she imagined ^_^

sometimes i wonder why it's so difficult to let someone really know u. like, we can talk to people every single day, laugh together and share funny stories, but still hide the things that matter the most. i think everyone has a little invisible wall around their heart. mine is probably made of shyness, overthinking and being scared of looking silly >.< when i start liking someone as a person, i sometimes become even quieter because suddenly their opinion matters to me. isn't that strange? the people we want to be closest to are sometimes the ones we're most afraid of disappointing. but i think real trust is when u can show someone ur weird, awkward and imperfect sides without worrying that they'll leave. i'd rather have someone who listens, remembers the little details and makes silence feel comfortable. maybe that's what genuine connection means to me. being able to be completely yourself and knowing that it's enough :3

hmm, where should i start? i feel like my hobbies change depending on my mood hehe :3 one thing i never get tired of is music. i have playlists for literally every emotion, even for feelings i can't really explain. i also love watching movies, especially romantic ones that make me smile at the screen like a silly girl >.< sometimes i try cooking something new, but let's just say the results aren't always as cute as the pictures haha. i really enjoy taking photos too. not professional ones, just little moments i want to remember, like pretty clouds, flowers or a cozy street at night. i'm also a huge fan of staying home in oversized pajamas, drinking something warm and watching random videos until i realize it's way past midnight. but i do love little adventures, especially when someone convinces me to leave my cozy room. i think hobbies should make u happy, not feel like another responsibility. what about u? do u prefer cozy evenings or spontaneous adventures? ^_^